it’s too bad we’ll never understand each other cause just last week you eased my heart and made me the happiest that i’ve been for a while .
it’s my fault though , i didn’t realize how you were feeling from the way i was treating you , you never said anything , you never spoke up for yourself .
i guess when you tried i basically ignored your voice , and for that im sorry too . it wasn’t right of me , and if i only knew from the start that i wasn’t showing the love you wanted i would’ve at least taken it into thought .
it’s too bad , cause you seem fine to me , and i honestly hope you are . at least you’re happy without me , better than being sad with me , right ?
and you did listen to me , you helped me out in my time of need and i’ll always be grateful for that . but when you turn on me , using that against me , i can’t forgive you for that . because if you genuinely wanted to be there for me , you wouldn’t have used that against me .
go and listen to your bros , they’re probably right , right ? if you’re feeling what i’m feeling right now , just remember what your “bros” told you , “it wasn’t worth it” , just like how i’ll remember what other people said to me , that i can do “better” .
but i am sorry for all the shit i said to you , it was out of my anger , and all i wanted to do was to hurt you with those words . i wanted to see if you even cared that i’d say such harsh things . but there can be no excuse , and not even forgiveness for what i said .
but oh well , right ? just another chapter in our books that have ended . it’s time for me to smile and pretend i don’t give two shits about you , which everyone’s going to fall for , even you , when you should know it’s all an act .