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trust. nobody.
  

it’s too bad we’ll never understand each other cause just last week you eased my heart and made me the happiest that i’ve been for a while .

it’s my fault though , i didn’t realize how you were feeling from the way i was treating you , you never said anything , you never spoke up for yourself .

i guess when you tried i basically ignored your voice , and for that im sorry too . it wasn’t right of me , and if i only knew from the start that i wasn’t showing the love you wanted i would’ve at least taken it into thought .

it’s too bad , cause you seem fine to me , and i honestly hope you are . at least you’re happy without me , better than being sad with me , right ?

and you did listen to me , you helped me out in my time of need and i’ll always be grateful for that . but when you turn on me , using that against me , i can’t forgive you for that . because if you genuinely wanted to be there for me , you wouldn’t have used that against me .

go and listen to your bros , they’re probably right , right ? if you’re feeling what i’m feeling right now , just remember what your “bros” told you , “it wasn’t worth it” , just like how i’ll remember what other people said to me , that i can do “better” .

but i am sorry for all the shit i said to you , it was out of my anger , and all i wanted to do was to hurt you with those words . i wanted to see if you even cared that i’d say such harsh things . but there can be no excuse , and not even forgiveness for what i said .

but oh well , right ? just another chapter in our books that have ended . it’s time for me to smile and pretend i don’t give two shits about you , which everyone’s going to fall for , even you , when you should know it’s all an act .

#personal  

i’ll never admit that i need you back

this shit hurts but you seem to be fine and happy while i’m dying on the inside , nice to know you’ve already moved on … do you understand why i thought you never cared now ?

it’s so hard to concentrate on anything when your whole world is crumbling down all around you and you can’t do anything to fix it but to watch

It’s so easy to disguise the pain with anger and hate…

Everything’s going downhill and I don’t know what to do.

It kinda sucks when you get in the habit of talking to someone every night. And then one night when they’re not there, everything’s just so lonely and it’s hard to sleep.

(via thatguymicah)

didn’t realize my treatment towards you was ‘shit’ when i wasn’t mad at you, honestly thought you were happy with the smiles n the laughter n the hugs n all that crap. guess i was wrong.

g-ayjesus:

antares-nova:

babygoatsandfriends:

goats-4-everyone:

babygoatsandfriends:

marthaachloe:

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT YOU ABUSIVE ANIMAL THE PUPPIES HAVE DONE NOTHING TO YOU WHAT THE HELL 


This is actually the way baby goats socialize and create bonds with their want to be friends. :) 

=)

In the goat’s mind: ”hello furry sausages let’s be friends okay”
In the puppies’ minds: “jeSUS CHRIST WHAT THE HELL”

Accurate representation of how I try to make friends

g-ayjesus:

antares-nova:

babygoatsandfriends:

goats-4-everyone:

babygoatsandfriends:

marthaachloe:

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT YOU ABUSIVE ANIMAL THE PUPPIES HAVE DONE NOTHING TO YOU WHAT THE HELL 

This is actually the way baby goats socialize and create bonds with their want to be friends. :) 

=)

In the goat’s mind: ”hello furry sausages let’s be friends okay”

In the puppies’ minds: “jeSUS CHRIST WHAT THE HELL”

Accurate representation of how I try to make friends

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(via elizabethkhuu)

This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see the glass as half empty. So when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated.

Emily Giffin, Something Borrowed (via perfect)

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(via forever--inmymind)

There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We’d be hanging out somewhere and everything would just fit right and I would think ‘it will be okay if it can just be like this forever’ but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever.

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via perfect)

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